April 2013
1 post
March 2013
24 posts
...there is no lub-be-dub in S and m...
I think of Peter Murphy’s song, (“there is no middle ground”) I climb like Jack in a bean stalk, (knowing there will be pain)
I cried explaining, I am “a strange kind of love”, always reaching for the worst so that I can feel the very best and because of this type of intense my life of exploring loves is limited.
The WOLF Fever Ray Red Riding Hood Lyrics →
But he loves me...
after he calls me a fucking nigger and then
he says, I am a difficult troll.
giggles…yeah, that’s passion.
“I am off the market…
And I remember saying it a few times before but I...”
– the lady A
I am a cam watching whore....
But this night while he slept was different.
Aislin: you are delicious _Ginny_Mistress_: tx _Ginny_Mistress_: u like Dommes? _Ginny_Mistress_: correct answer…..but i prefe submissive ladies _Ginny_Mistress_: i may tease u easily…..u know that Aislin: watching you is the tease Mistress as you possess something I can not have _Ginny_Mistress_: want feel my breathe on ur clit? Aislin:...
I know myself and I am forward bound.
Can you believe ?
I actually had to call the Devil for food. Of course he yelled saying, get off my lazy ass and get a job but he also sent me something to eat.
thank you Beaudalare.
Fever Ray - Keep the streets empty for me (Lyrics)... →
“It’s been three months and he says, I have prevailed.”
– A and M
“I have lain within the average and I have delayed my happiness.”
– A, the Pretender, the Procrastinator
Shigeru Umebayashi - Train →
Baby Now - Nichole ALDEN →
Beauty Song Dance - House of Flying Daggers (do... →
I am black love and I list...
I am not naked.
And, I remain dreaming about that very slow kiss because righteous fucking is just that deep and, beneath my eyes all I see is the black shit…
when fate says, I am here, I am quite empty, that I am a throbbing glutton and, that, I can dance… and, I do, the rippling passion of ghouls, because it is my collision
and, I know the pain of over throwing the blackness...
illusions at 3am
I could only call it the simple box and, I cry, thinking, finally, I feel this regret of how I took these baby steps, calling each foot forwarded cautions of the tolerance and then I went into the play pen and, I, guess, I stopped walking all together.
So sure, that a decent job was great, paying my rent on time the best, having peace of mind the ultimate sanctuary and knowing, alone, I am...
Beyoncé - Flaws And All →
Rupert Hine - I hang on to my vertigo →
February 2013
27 posts
“While listening to Tracy Chapmans, Fast Car, I asked myself, what do I want to...”
– I’m in a nutshell
His name I could mention, But I won't. Yet.
I was told to do things
And, “like a bad girl should”, I did.
Walking for three days around town and I think my famous blistered flaw is trying to return.
Yes, I am so out of shape. A true garbage dump with guts as I have sat upon my ass for maybe what, 10 weeks.
He had already said what I had too been thinking. Our time was nearing its end and finally he made me cry. For the last...
Alice In Chains - Nutshell - Unplugged →
“My solitude doesn’t depend on the presence or absence of people; on the...”
– Friedrich Nietzsche (via unejeunedemoiselle)
Hearing Damage - Thom Yorke with lyrics →
Behemoth - Ov Fire and the Void (UNCENSORED... →
Elton John - Blue Eyes (studio version) →
Electric Wizard - Saturn's Children →
Bloody Kisses (Type O Negative tribute band)... →
Type O Negative: Love You To Death :Bram Stokers... →
“You should really know, he is going to shred my whole being into tiny little...”
– I am a girl and beast.
yes, this is how I amuse myself
and, how I talk to myself and, yes, orgasms are all about self help.
But, perhaps I have become a lady Macbeth as there are stains upon me that I can not scratch off.
perhaps, my search is all wrong and it should say, seeking an evil companion.
just don’t let me be this Alice in wonderful land where I am nothing but their dreams of illusions.
it is so much work and please God remember, I...
I need God in my life as I am a sex addict...
this is about orgasm denial.
And, what a day this has been, although, I think of the day and night before, the promises I made myself and already they have broken.
I went for a walk today, a man who knew me pulled over asking to suck my pussy, have a threesome with them and even move in as a roommate paying 60 dollar less than what I already pay.
I enjoyed conversation for hours with the Holy...
